While Babysitting Part 2

Friday, June 26, 2009
ABC About You Questions:
B - BIRTHDAY: October 21st
C - CRUSHIN ON: no one
F - FAVORITE SONG: for this 1 week would be freedom by akon
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: hmmm...worms?? haha
H - HOMETOWN: where my stuffs are
I - IN LOVE WITH: errrmmmm....
J - JUGGLE: i wish..
K - KILLED SOMEONE: been thinking to but never got the guts...
O - ONE WISH: Let me died peacefully
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mok...hahaha sumthing about work
R - REASON TO SMILE: no reason...i smile when I want
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: as of this moment, no surprise by daughtry
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7.15am
V - VEGETABLE(S): anything edible
W - WORST HABIT: dunno....hahaha
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: nothing major, just the routine 1
Y – YOYOS ARE: so lame

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: ynt
What color do you wear most?: green o is it pink?
What are you listening to?: 'I know you want me' by Pitbull
Are you happy with your life right now?: Content, yes
What is your favorite class in school?: Lower secondary - history, upper - geography, college - physics =)
When do you start back at school/college?: almost never...hehe
Are you outgoing?: depends
Where do you wish you were right now?: in the kitchen...m hungrryyy!

Can you dance?: Nope!
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Nope!
Can you whistle?: Yup!
Write with both hands?: Can but then 1 would be unreadable!
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes!!

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: yes
Do you believe in miracles? yes...it does happened
Love at first sight? yes
Do you believe in Satan? yes
Do you believe in Santa? no
Do you know how to swim? yea but not that good
Do you like roller coasters? don't think so, never dare to get into 1
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? no wayyyy...i'll stick to being the normal human..thanx!

Have you ever asked someone out? yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone? yes
Have you ever been to the ocean? nope but i want to! Star Cruise, sabar...sampai tu nanti
Have you ever painted your nails? yea, who doesn't?

What is the temperature outside? sadang panas i think
What radio station do you listen to? kristal 90.7 fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at? au lait, qlap
What was the last thing you bought? toblerone
What was the last thing on TV you watched? rarely watched TV

Ever really cried your heart out? yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex? who doesn't?
Do you cry when you get an injury? nope
Do certain songs make you cry? not really

Are you a happy person? content, yes...
What/who can make you happy? everything, anything
Do you wish you were happier? is there any catch being happier?? if not, yea, i want to be happier
Can music make you happy? definitly!

How many times have you had your heart broken? never count...not that many, i think
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for him/her? as in sacrificing myself for him? hmmm...dunno ah!

What is your current hair color? black
Current piercings? ears only
Have any tattoos? i wish but don't dare to...haha
Eye color? black

Favorite eye color? doesn't really matter
Short or long hair: short
Height: taller than me
Best clothes: doesn't really matter

Been to jail: be in it o visit?? be in jail, never! visit, sometimes, both parents worked there!
Mooned someone: errrmmm..
Laughed so hard you cried: yup
Cried in school : pernah...hehe
Thrown up in a store: yup. well, not in the store, d jambannya la
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yes
Gone skinny dipping: no way!! haha

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: single
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: both??
TV or Movie: movie
guitar or drum: drum
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Chinese or Mexican: food or men nie?? haha!

While Babysitting Part 1

Think back five months ago, were you single?

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
no bad mood today

How was your night lastnight?
managed to get some work done

What is your mom's name listed under in your phone?

How do you feel right now?

Who were the first 2 people you heard this morning?
My mum and Dillah (fr the seeds)- I switched on the radio once m awaken by my mum

What are you listening to right now?
freedom by akon

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
not sure ah....

Last thing you bought?
Toblerone chocolates...nyum

Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
snowstorm - never experience it; thunderstorm - depends o how thundery it is but i do like it (weird? I know)

Are you a jealous person?
yes...and no...if you know what I mean

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
nope....i cry over everything!

What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

Who was the last person you texted?
my BFF

What did you text?
errrmmm....sumthing that cannot be published here ^_^

Do you think a lot before you sleep?
yes, I think of what dream I want in my sleep

What are you thinking about right now?
nyaman eh Toblerone ani...hehe

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes...talk to, fight to, merajuk to...hahaha

Have you ever had your heart broken? If so, how many times?
yup, who doesn't? m not stone hearted..hehe. I never count, why bothered?

Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
a lot infact....but so little time

Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
not realy coz m doing this and if ada some1 call/text, sure nda telayan tu..

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
plain water, i think

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?

Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?
my BFF (male and female)

What is the last thing you said out loud?
"adik! behapa kau?" to my niece

When is your birthday?
October 21st

Any plans for your birthday?
not yet

What did you realize today?
m gaining weight!!! again!!

When was the last time you cried?
don't remember

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
switched off my hp

What can't you wait for?
my 1 month leave....yeah!!!

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
no! my nose is already sensitive as it is

Are you mad about anything?
m mad about everything!

What do you carry with you at all times?

Are you mean?
most of the times but m mean in a good way..haha..nda mau2

Were you happy when you woke up today?
sadang...coz i rarely woke up early

What's the last thing you searched for on Google?
the cave of golden rose...hahaha

Bandar Seri Begawan

Lots of people said that our capital is a lonely town at night and sadly I have to admit it is. I went to capital at night once in a while and it's just so quiet. Apart from hangin' out and do some lil' shopping, there is nothing else to do in the capital at night unlike Kiulap and Gadong.

This morning, I accompanied my mum to the town. She got some stuffs to do and as usual, m the driver. I guess coz we are early, bandar is kindda quiet this morning. The roads are being 'beautify' for the upcoming HM's birthday and infront of the Royal Regalia, Jabatan Bandaran is setting up the tents for the 'perayaan'.

I (or rather my
brother) managed to snap few pictures of bandar. One of the pictures is the picture of Kubur Dang Ayang (Dang Ayang's tomb) which is located just beside TAIB and exactly infront of the Taman SOAS. I'm a fanatic in history. It is my favourite subject back while I was studying. But I never heard of Dang Ayang and from what my parents told me, she was a princess. Her father, the Sultan (I dunno which Sultan) wanted to marry her off but she refused hence she was locked in an underground compartment. She died there and being buried at the same place. Is it true?? If anyone out there knows the real histroy, please let me know, m dying to know! If not, oh well, then I have to go to the history centre then. Hehehe...

Kubur Dang Ayang

BSM - PGGMB Buliding

Tamu Kianggeh

Memorial on the rename of Bandar Seri Begawan

Yayasan SHHB


The Death of the King of Pop

This morning, I was driving my mum doing ome errands and was tuned in 90.7FM Kritsal when I heard that Michael Jackson passed away at the age of 51. Seriously kah tu? I mean, it's quiet a while didn't hear anything about him and to be conveyed such news is so unbelievable to me. This whole morning, Kristal was playing all the Michael Jackson's songs and it is quiet suprising how many people out there know the songs and the lyrics by heart.

Oh well, every life, there is death. Death is a certain thing for each and one of us.

Freedom - Akon

Thursday, June 25, 2009
Somehow, m hooked to this song. 20 minutes on my way to work this morning, I played this song over and over again and that same goes with 40 minutes (plus the traffic cause by an accident) on my way home.


White gold ring in a wedding finger

I rarely wear a ring when m working coz in my line of duty, it's kindda hard to keep a ring secure. But today, I wore my white gold ring and I wore it at my wedding finger. Then a regular patient came to the clinic and he said to me, "eh, berseri-seri jua" and me, never take anything serious, just said, " awu, andangnya". I never thought that he misunderstod me. Then his next question surprise me. "Bila majlisnya?" ERK!!! hahaha! He thought that m getting married!!!

Geez! It's kindda hard nowdays to wear a nice white gold ring without someone thought u r attached! Is that y guys gave me the dissapointed look?? Damn! I should ring-less starting tomorrow....ahakZZZ!!!


Hitler Video

A couple of weeks back, 2 of my youngest brothers were talking about this video that made them laughing so hard. I ignored them and the video at that time eventhough they kept on insisting that I should watch it. It's not until recently when I was surfing using my brother's laptop that I came across the video. I posted it here. I honestly have no idea whose video is it but whoever did this, it's a work of genius. Enjoy! P.s strictly only for Bruneians who know malay...hehe!


Swine, Swine and more Swine....

Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Today, we got a verbal order from the upper management for all the staffs of Department of Pharmaceutical Services (and I think all of MoH) not to leave the country. With the increasing number of swine flu cases in Brunei, MoH is now on high alert and extra precautions had been made! As of today, 8 reported cases had been confirmed. As it happened it to be, I know 2 of the patients. May they be strong going thru' all these, InsyaAllah.

For the public out there, please be noted that the Influenza A vaccine does not protect you against Swine flu. Influenza A vaccine which is currently available in Brunei is only to protect you from seasonal flu but NOT for swine flu, bird flu and such. I know everyone is kindda panicking at the moment. Today alone, my dispensary direct line received more than 10 phone calls inquiring about the vaccine. And I'm sorry that neither any of us can help you. The only thing we can help you is to give you the Vaccination Centre phone number and hopefully they can answer any questions you have in mind.

In the meantime, please take extra precautions. Avoid travelling out of the country if you can. And please, go and seek medical treatment if you are unwell. It's good to be 'kiasiu' once in a while. And for parents out there, avoid bringing your children to the clinics/hospitals if they are not sick. Bear in mind that, they COULD be exposed to the danger.

Let's pray for this flu to be over soon, InsyaAllah.

Too Many Things To Do, So Little Time.....

With the short break from the KKC-thingy, at the moment I have a lil' bit of breathing space but somehow I can't breath that well. Few weeks of meetings, meetings and meetings, now I have to catch up with my daily+routine work. And wow, aren't they just keep on piling up?! It's almost coming to the end of the half year and so many reports to do, drug usages to calculate and enter into the database. At the moment, m taking a break from doing my ordering which is quiet urgent coz either I do it now or my dispensary would run out of drugs! Haha! Which would be chaotic with what's happening at the moment!


I got a new term for KKC. The original phrase would be Kumpulan Kerja Cermerlang but then I think I would refer it as kerja kemudian capek (work then tired) coz that's what I was feeling for the last few weeks. The submission of the final report was last Monday and I was having my seasonal sinusitis. I took a tablespoonful of linctus and by 6PM, I was in lala land....

With the report out of the way, our next agenda would be the close session with the judges somewhere early July and the national competition would be in August. With months of non-stop meetings, I really need a break! NO! I DESERVE a break!

A Wedding - Checked!

Sunday, June 14, 2009
Went to Ka Zuby's sis-in-law, Rozi's wedding today with my BFF. She fetched me in her new 'mini copper' =) Have to say, the ride is so pleasurable. Besides, apa yg not great with being kana driverkan? Hehe. Arrived at the OGH around 11.25am..hehe semangat kami ah! Luckily Ka Zuby reserved a table for us but unfortunately, it can't fit Siti and Chan. Met Ka Hjh Norazlin there w the mum. Didn't linger that long. We left as soon as the bride and groom entered the ballroom.

Will upload the pictures nanti ;)



Lunch time yesterday, I was caught in the act. No! I didn't do anything kinky or anything equivalent to that. Me and my BFF had a heart-to-heart talk and honestly, I didn't expect it at all. She txted me early Friday morning (as in 1+ am) and I knew something is wrong but I can't put my fingers on it. So, yesterday, terkejut beruk ku eh! Haha.

But m glad we had that talk. We rarely talked about 'this' thing or shall I say never. For her, to come up to me and talk to me about this, makes me loves her more! Somehow, you just never realise what a beautiful and faithful a friendship could be and for me, to discover that with her, I have to say it's the most beautiful thing that happened to me.

M8! Loving you to bits!! Can't wait to celebrate our annivesary together!

Dear Nose, Please Stop Running

Friday, June 12, 2009
M having my sinusitis again! Urgghhh! I think m allergic to my rabbits. Allergic to fur? Nakkan jua. Cuddling c lampoh (the cat) endlessly for the past 9 years, not as bad as now. I was feeding them (the rabbits) this morning, had a meeting in a cool, air-conditioning room, finished in the middle of the noon and went out under the hot weather; that what must trigger my runny nose....

School Holiday, KK and Weddings

School holiday starts again this Monday. For the last couple of days, the traffic in the morning is less stressful =) and you can feel the holiday mood looming around already. As usual, KK (short for Kota Kinabalu) is always the favourite destination for parents to bring their kids for the holiday. My elder brother took off for KK this morning with his family and his in-law families and i know 2 of my uncles would be going there too soon.

Weddings are also top of the list on things to do during school holiday. 2 weeks school holiday, I already got 2 wedding invitations. 1 would be this weekend.

Happy Feet...and Hand

Spent 2 hours of my friday afternoon pampering my hand and feet. It had been a while I didn't do meni and pedicure so today, out of the blue, I felt like rewarding myself for all the hard work my hand and feet had done for me...hehe. My feet for making me walk faster and my hand for the endless writing. Besides I get a good bargain. Menicure, pedicure and massage for both hand and feet for $20. Couldn't get any better than that and I have to say, the lady did a good job.


Thursday, June 11, 2009

Me on top of Bukit Laur, in between Tasek and Markucing

The journey took placed 3 weeks ago. The 5 of us went again except Hj Tahir didn't come this time. Instead Salehan came with us. We decided that this would be a return journey so we didn't park any car in Markucing. We all gathered at Tasek as early as 6.30am. The round trip took us 3 hours and along those hike, mum and dad called me more than 5 times *yikes* just to ask whether I could make it return. If I couldn't make it, they would fetch me in Markucing. Weh!!! Nda siuk f half way sja so told them, I would definitly make it....which was barely! Fewhh! I made it back but not without aching muscles all over! For that 1 week, I was walking like a robot....hehe but hati puas!!!


Latest Read

To divert myself from work and not to stress myself up with the KKC, I had been reading some malay novels. The latest novels I had been reading in the past month are:

Cinta Kau dan Aku by Siti Rosmizah
Memen - thanx for the book
Jace - thanx for recommending this author

Serasi Di Hati by Nora Ismail @ Rose Hasrissa
Thanx to my male BFF for giving me this book =)

Tuhan Lebih Tahu by Nora Ismail @ Rose Hasrissa

Currently reading.........
Bila Dah Suka by Mimie Afinie
Thanx to my male BFF for this book too =)

My birthday is long way to go but somehow I got lots of prezzie already =)

Another Bookshelve? Or a mini library?

My books are overflowing!! M need to buy a new bookshelve soon or the floor of my room would be covered with books, books and more books!! Hmmm...don't I just wish I have a mini library of my own....*long sigh*

All-in-one cabinet - books, dvds, cds, magz, perfumes, boxes of junk all-in-one


Walkin Closet? Yes Please....

I need to build a walk-in closet for all my clothes and most importantly, my SHOES!! I LOVVVEEE shoes! Which woman doesn't??

Been used recently (as in today)

Loving my pink heels - best 'investment' ever...hehe


You live only ONCE! Live it wisely ^_^

Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets
When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry,
Show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile
Face your past without regrets
Handle your present with confidence
Prepare for the future without fear
Keep the faith and drop the fear

Happy Birthday M8!

Today is my BFF's 29th birthday! Been thru' a lottt with her, been there, done that wit her before and somehow, it's not enough yet! More adventures to come m8! Love you...muahzZZZZ!

Sekadar Renungan...

Di dalam hidup manusia, yang penting ialah BERKAT
Bila hidup kita berkat, diri ini akan selamat
Apabila diri selamat, rumahtangga jadi sepakat
Apabila rumahtangga jadi sepakat, masyarakat jadi muafakat
Apabila masyarakat jadi muafakat, negara kita menjadi kuat
Apabila negara menjadi kuat, negara luar jadi hormat
Apabila negara luar jadi hormat, permusuhan pun tersekat.
Apabila permusuhan tersekat, pembangunan pun meningkat.
Apabila pembangunan pun meningkat, kemajuan menjadi pesat.
TETAPI AWAS, apabila pembangunan meningkat, kemajuan menjadi pesat, kita lihat bangunan naik bertingkat-tingkat.
Ditengah-tengah itu, tempat maksiat tumbuh macam kulat.
Apabila tempat-tempat maksiat tumbuh macam kulat, KETIKA ITU manusia mula mengubah tabiat.
Apabila manusia telah mengubah tabiat, ada yang jadi lalat ada yang jadi ulat.
Apabila manusia dah jadi ulat, sembahyang makin hari makin liat.
Apabila sembahyang jadi liat, orang baik ada yang bertukar jadi jahat.
Apabila orang baik bertukar jahat, orang miskin pula nak kaya cepat.
Apabila orang miskin nak kaya cepat, orang tua pula nak mati lambat.
Apabila orang tua nak mati lambat, tak dapat minum madu telan jerla minyak gamat.
Yang lelaki, budak budak muda pakai seluar ketat. Semua nak tunjuk kuat.
Bila berjudi, percaya unsur kurafat. Tapi hidup pula yang melarat.
Tali kasut dah tak berikat. Rambut pun jarang sikat.
Yang perempuan, pakai mini sekerat. Suka pakai baju ketat. S
uka sangat menunjukkan pusat. Hingga tak pedulikan lagi batasan aurat.
Pakai pulak yang singkat-singkat. Kadang-kadang ternampak benda 'bulat'.
Bila jadi macam ini, siapa lihat pasti tercegat.
Silap gaya jadi gawat, bohsia bohjan lagi hebat.
Duduk jauh berkirim surat . Bila berjumpa, tangan berjabat.
Kemudian pakat lawan peluk siapa erat.
Masa tu, nafas naik sampai tersekat-sekat.
Usah peduli agama dan adat. Usah takut Allah dan malaikat.
Yang penting apa kita nak buat? Kita 'bukti' lah kita buat.
Akhirnya perut kempis dah jadi bulat.
Apabila perut kempis dah jadi bulat, maka lahirlah pula anak-anak yang tak cukup sifat.
Bila anak-anak tak cukup sifat, jam tu kita tengok bayi dibuang di merata tempat.
Dia kata apa? Habis manusia dah masuk jerat. Habis manusia telah tersesat.

Petikan ucapan Ustaz Hj. Akil Hayy Rawa. Sebarkanlah ini kepada ahli keluarga, saudara-mara, rakan-rakan dan sahabat handai kita agar masyarakat kita akan menjadi sebuah masyarakat yang bukan sahaja maju dari segi duniawi malah ukhrawi. Insya-Allah......Allahhuakbar Allahhuakbar! Allahhuakbar!